losing it...
losing my breath, my strength, my hope, my dreams, my sanity, my fight against this ever encroaching as yet unnamed assault on my body.
losing my talents, knitting, spinning, cooking, baking, painting, candymaking
losing the ability to focus, remember, learn, read.
losing my looks, my hair, my own face replaced.
losing loved ones, the sympathy against this unknown monster fraying quickly. don't deny it. i haven't lost my perception yet.
losing my determination, my will
losing the battle. don't even know what battle i'm fighting.
losing it all.
