short one.......

life isn't alot of fun right now.
 my doctor hinted that i may have to make some life style / dietary changes. guess what? i've decided....i'm keeping it full fat. and full frontal.  : P

FM

the world has stopped
this day into that day
into this day


smudgy and burning
tortured limbs
in this endless bed
this bed i stick to
magnetized


hot fat tears
pulsing spine
i wash my hair, why?

the world has stopped

this disability thing...

isn't any fun anymore. 
i used to be an intelligent, funny, creative force of nature. at least in my head i was. one or two people may have even agreed with me.


years of inactivity, months and months of pain and 'all my children' are robbing me of me.   

however....i am going down swinging. maybe i should be holding a paintbrush?